Welcome Lee, would you like I take a sit for you beside me? This is a test, maybe not a place to be so serious, but if I have a chance to believe in God (I'm not baptized, cause my father wanted that I have the chance to understand and choose my faith), I lost that chance when my father, the most beautiful person in the world, unselfish and free, and always available for others, died before he can see his only dream come true (first clue God doesn't exist) and a very pious person, the same day he died, says to me that my father can't go to Paradise, cause a priest didn't gived him the absolution (second clue).