Lonely

[reviews_and_ramblings]

Do you know that night? when you think to be all alone? I have one of that night right now.

I live with my mother: soon after university I moved from Padua to Milan to work for a big consulting firm. Since then I have travelled all around Italy, living for months in Turin, Genoa, Brescia, Florence and obviously Milan. But my mother is alone, my father passed away many years ago, and when my brother married, it was normal for me to return back home with her. And then I like my house in Padua: it's little, but is a two floor detached house with a small garden in the center of the city. I like to think to aging in this house. But now my mother is in hospital, last week was pretty hard but now is better. But doctors still want she stay in hospital and after work I go to visit her and then I return home, and I'm alone. I don't watch tv, I read and surf on internet... and I feel loneliness.

elisa

Comments

[4everinblujeans.livejournal.com]

I hope your mom is better now *hugs*
surfing on internet is one way to kill time and chat with your friends ^^

[elisa-rolle.livejournal.com]

Yes, I have a free line and could stay on internet for how much time I want, but sometime I don't know where to go. elisa

[4everinblujeans.livejournal.com]

that's true, usually I just go to YM and look who ever online ^^ most of the time I talk to my friends, some of them I never met... should say most of them