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reviews_and_ramblings) wrote2010-01-15 12:49 am
reviews_and_ramblings) wrote2010-01-15 12:49 am
Yes, this is me having a temper tantrum
I'm reposting only the closing sentence of a mail I sent to someone just minutes ago. No name, not preface, the recipient knows all and this is the only thing that counts.
"I don't deserve to be also the recipient of the bad mood caused by other. I don't need it, above all not in this moment. I'm tired to loose people I believed were friends, too many people are teaching me that I have no friends out there."
And now I know that many of you are friends, that you all are out there looking for me, that I have not to worry when something like that happens, that it's normal to remove a friend on LJ. BUT FOR ME IT'S NOT. If you are a common friend, someone who comments once every six months, who came to me since I write review, and then decides you don't like them no more, you can go, and I have no problem.
But if you are someone who called me sister, who claimed to be my friend, who was always ready to give me a good word when I was down, when you have my private email, HOW YOU CAN DELETE me from your friend list without even telling me goodbye, how can I receive that cold message "xxx removed you from their Friends list"? HOW?
I DON'T DESERVE THAT. Not ever, but above all not now, not today, not this week. BTW THANK YOU for chosing the worst week in the year, for doing that. Perfect timing "friend".
"I don't deserve to be also the recipient of the bad mood caused by other. I don't need it, above all not in this moment. I'm tired to loose people I believed were friends, too many people are teaching me that I have no friends out there."
And now I know that many of you are friends, that you all are out there looking for me, that I have not to worry when something like that happens, that it's normal to remove a friend on LJ. BUT FOR ME IT'S NOT. If you are a common friend, someone who comments once every six months, who came to me since I write review, and then decides you don't like them no more, you can go, and I have no problem.
But if you are someone who called me sister, who claimed to be my friend, who was always ready to give me a good word when I was down, when you have my private email, HOW YOU CAN DELETE me from your friend list without even telling me goodbye, how can I receive that cold message "xxx removed you from their Friends list"? HOW?
I DON'T DESERVE THAT. Not ever, but above all not now, not today, not this week. BTW THANK YOU for chosing the worst week in the year, for doing that. Perfect timing "friend".
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And if I, who probably comments about twice a year or less (and I am truly sorry about that. I just rarely have anything worth saying in mind), can remember something like this, then someone who acted like a true friend should as well.
And the time they chose to do this, really shows that you were deceived. Sorry to put it so bluntly.
I honestly wish that this will do it, that there won't be any more reasonless defriendings for you.
And even though you have no problem with me defriending you, I promise, that if it ever comes down to it, I will give you a long message,telling you why. Though if this ever happens, my only reason would most likely be, that I am leaving LJ for good. Which seems unlikely as of now.
Take care, and hopefully feel better soon. :)