Lonely

[reviews_and_ramblings]

Do you know that night? when you think to be all alone? I have one of that night right now.

I live with my mother: soon after university I moved from Padua to Milan to work for a big consulting firm. Since then I have travelled all around Italy, living for months in Turin, Genoa, Brescia, Florence and obviously Milan. But my mother is alone, my father passed away many years ago, and when my brother married, it was normal for me to return back home with her. And then I like my house in Padua: it's little, but is a two floor detached house with a small garden in the center of the city. I like to think to aging in this house. But now my mother is in hospital, last week was pretty hard but now is better. But doctors still want she stay in hospital and after work I go to visit her and then I return home, and I'm alone. I don't watch tv, I read and surf on internet... and I feel loneliness.

elisa

Comments

[eroticjames.livejournal.com]

Sending good thoughts your way for your mother. And yeah, we're "around" even if it's only virtually.

[elisa-rolle.livejournal.com]

Sometime "virtual" is better than real. thanks, elisa

[eroticjames.livejournal.com]

Yeah, 'cause then we're not rooting through your refrigerator for your last apple or drinking all your good wine without asking. :P

[elisa-rolle.livejournal.com]

Actually in this moment a real friend who go through my refrigerato could be very useful: it's full of stuff (like always italian mama wants it to be) and I have no feeling to cook for myself... today I make dinner with an ice cream! elisa