Lonely

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Do you know that night? when you think to be all alone? I have one of that night right now.

I live with my mother: soon after university I moved from Padua to Milan to work for a big consulting firm. Since then I have travelled all around Italy, living for months in Turin, Genoa, Brescia, Florence and obviously Milan. But my mother is alone, my father passed away many years ago, and when my brother married, it was normal for me to return back home with her. And then I like my house in Padua: it's little, but is a two floor detached house with a small garden in the center of the city. I like to think to aging in this house. But now my mother is in hospital, last week was pretty hard but now is better. But doctors still want she stay in hospital and after work I go to visit her and then I return home, and I'm alone. I don't watch tv, I read and surf on internet... and I feel loneliness.

elisa

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Hi elisa

I hope your mother'll get well soon.

You may have someone beside, but it doesn't mean you are not alone. I think people knows that(just they don't say).
E.Ramazzotti's songs always cheer me up.

Maximilian

[elisa-rolle.livejournal.com]

Yes, you can be alone in the mid of a crow. I have friends, and in these days many people has said to me to call and talk... the first days they took me out, to dinner together... but now I want to stay home, in my house, with my things around... to feel safe, you know?

When I have this mood, I listen an old LP by Mina, playing it in my old Dual Brionwega: do you know her? she has some songs in that album, that loll me to sleep dreaming...

elisa

[maxfromathens.livejournal.com]

Dear elisa

Of course. Only I don't have her LP/CD. I listen L.Dalla(for "Caruso" I prefer Dallas' voice) and Tozzi and many many others. Now I have to explore new/younger singers'.

I'm admring your works at blog. So many links etc.,how can you managed them?

It'll pass soon. You can enjoy your time.

Sorry for pic. It looks stupid!

Maximilian

[elisa-rolle.livejournal.com]

Ciao Maxilian

> how can you managed them?

it's my hobby, like reading. And I have made so many friend on line: just some days ago William Maltese (wonderful person) has written telling me he has sent his new release to me to cheer me up. And many other authors writes to me to thank for the support... and I always think that it is me that have to thanks them, cause they make me so much company with their books.

> It'll pass soon. You can enjoy your time.

Yes, just now my mom is at home, I went this morning to take she home

> Sorry for pic. It looks stupid!

The previous you means? No, why? he is Kim Rossi Stuart, isn't he?

BTW Maximilian is a beautiful name, so full of history.

Elisa

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Hi elisa

It's a good news. Supposed she needs some care yet, so I hope her complete recovery.

I know W.Maltese by his name. I have't read his books yet. (I want to ask him how he could write that N*zi novel. I like this subject but hesitate to write.)It's nice to support and cooperate with people.
Years ago with a Japanese friend I wrote some novels. He wants to publish them but Japaneses, I don't understand why, are clinging to Yaoi things. They are very girlish and nonsence, while our works are with good(I think) plot. I'm not going to make money form them,but my friend is serious. I hope he'll find someone or some other way. Anyway, I enjoyed to write few Italian characters. I tried to see und understand like Italian. It had fun.

He's not Kim. He looks like a bit Clive Owen...?

It's my first first name and I love it, but I use second first name,or, my mother prefer to call me by that. It sounds like a character of S.America's soap opera.

It's a little early, but good night.

Maximilian

[elisa-rolle.livejournal.com]

Ciao Maximilian

here is the link to an interview that is born after a post I dedicated to William on Isn't it Romantic:

http://elisa-rolle.livejournal.com/84927.html

At one point he has said that he doesn't regret to write any of his books, but the Nazi theme was the most difficult, but it was right in the time he has written them.

Now he has a very "enjoy sex" way of write: sex for William is not from the heart but from the gut. But I like his books, are exagerated and unpolitically correct, but I find in every word my friend William.

Good night to you,

Elisa

[elisa-rolle.livejournal.com]

and other two things: write to William, he is very friendly, even if not so accustomed with the internet thing. And I'd like to read what you have written, even if I know you only since few day, I like the way you write (even if are comments and not books of course... but I judge my choice of reading by my feelings...)

Elisa